caught transformer at the grand cathay yesterday. despite not remembering much about these figures from my childhood, i still enjoyed the movie. i thought it would be a guy movie, so it kind of surprised me that i rate it a 4/5.

i want to watch harry potter!! but i vaguely remember that prisoner of azkaban was a disappointment. hmm

got a job as a telemarketer, going down for training on monday at toa payoh. i'd hate it if there is a quota, but is it possible there won't be?

had a bout of diarrhea last night, so i didn't get a good sleep. consequently, i am not that energetic today. but still happy to have met gen to sing and play pool =)

evan doesn't seem to have a good start over in hongkong, i'm kind of worried. but i hope she'll brave through the initial difficulties. jiayou!!

i don't want another break with nothing to show at the end of it, only a drastically low savings balance, and complaints of exhaustion. help.

sometimes there are people who 自寻烦恼，who like to 钻牛角尖 by asking hypothetical questions, and then getting upset at not getting the answer they would have liked. and i think they should really re-evaluate their perspectives.

arrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh. i didn't get my lab slot! and two other core subjects!! so angry!!!

meeting gen tomorrow! for kbox and dinner! yay! =)

and i do hope evan's fine.

mahjong session yesterday night was less fun than previously anticipated. shell couldn't come, and yinjie had a tummy ache.

somehow i felt not at ease. but maybe i should give the issue more time.

evan's flying to hongkong tomorrow!

oh no! my house area is a dengue hotspot!! can somebody lend me their house to bunk till the crisis is over? what if my sweet blood attracts a dengue mosquito?!! i don't want to go hospital again!

help!!!!

mahjong mahjong mahjong! yay! i just have to persuade one leg to play money, and another leg not to eat cereal and milk for breakfast, then all is well! yay!

how come everybody is free on friday, but i'm not? then i can't meet gen! nor evan, nor the girls at leen's house!

but we'll just reschedule ok my dears?

isn't it disappointing to know that forever doesn't last as long as you thought it would?

so i stopped using the word forever, except in the context of "the soup is taking forever to be served".

mahjong on sat! oh yay! =)

7 novels for me to read, wonderful!

did i say that i wanted to find a job? i haven't even started looking for one! oh no!!

hmm maybe i should meet evan on the 20th, and weeinn & girls on either the 21st or 22nd? just before they go hongkong a day apart. =)

my mum's back from japan, without buying anything noteworthy! disappointing leh.. haha but i guess it's really not her type of place.

shoulder feels fine, but a bit cruckety. haha

it feels weird to be driven to the doctor by you. when it used to be my father who did that.

it feels weirder to be rushed to the hospital by you, with your mother by my side.

when your mother patted my hand and told me to bear with the pain, i was touched.

when your father appeared, i was embarrassed at causing so much trouble for your entire family, and having caused everyone to worry and forsake dinner.

but i could feel their concern, and i'm sincerely grateful. for them to be there, when even my father couldn't be, i felt so accepted. i felt like a part of your family, as if i'm also a child of your parents.

and well, i want to be a part of your family. for in your actions, i feel your love.

let me tell you about my day yesterday.

it was an ordinary day, where i was supposed to wake up to play badminton in the afternoon, and then go attend a friend's 21st birthday party in the evening.

i woke up grouchily at 1030am, went out, ate lunch, and then started playing badminton at 3pm. and then, at 330pm, something unexpected (a.k.a. accident) happened.

i dislocated my shoulder.

how it happened, i still have no idea. but i attempted to find a chinese physician, and then a doctor, before ending up at a hospital. after being given an injection in the buttocks for pain (which didn't seem to help), i had x-rays to determine the damage. then i was sedated and the dislocated bone put back into place. and when i woke up from my slumber, i was alright again.

discharged with painkillers and a follow-up appointment, i am now fine. just that i have to be extremely careful, since a dislocated shoulder has a high tendency of happening again.

i'm feeling ok, just some slight numbness in my right arm. so all of you don't have to sms or call to ask about me, i'm ok! =)




the nurse said i wasn't to make any important decisions due to the sedation, but i had already made one by the time i was discharged.

确实累了，但瞬间又找回让我坚持下去的力量。那温柔与那温暖，无可取代。

broke from spending so much on shopping these past few days.. but looking at the fruits that lay on my bed, that guilt is lessened. haha =)



绷紧的神经终于能放松了。

my results suck, and my gpa is on a downward trend. even got C+. see le also sian. is it proof that i did not try hard enough? or have i not been serious enough?

regretting that there was something i should do, but i didn't. and now more has to be done to reduce and hopefully reverse the damage.

can i enjoy? haiz. the mood is already different.

its funny that i was a good child, with good results and was obedient enough not to let my parents worry. and now that i'm approaching the last phase of my youth, as well as education, i make them worry.

its ironic too, that evan can be natural in front of my parents but i cant.

i'm ok, just upset over results.

the long long walk from shore to the kelong

di n i, with him lounging lazily

evan n me! second kelong together=)

little monkey so cute!

a shell that looks like a castle, but not in this photo ba.. lol

stepped out under an overcast sky when i left the house this afternoon, and came back to a cool night sky. no stars, but at least the skies were clear.

qiuling & mindan are going to meet tomorrow! and then it'll be my turn to have fun! going kelong on 4th-6th, with evan & my family again!

so much stuff to do, dentist appointment tomorrow, and 2b badminton on sat! haha yay i see those friends again!